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May. 4th, 2026 08:05 pm
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i have an appointment to see an orthopedic surgeon on wednesday (they also diagnose and treat things nonsurgically if all i need is a brace or some shots into my joints, which i would prefer. hypothetical worst case scenario is a double hip replacement before i'm forty, but i am ignoring that possibility in favor of learning about all the milder things that can cause lower back pain)

i also saw a podiatrist today -- the numbness and beginning neuropathy i had in my feet a couple years ago has totally cleared up which is really nice, i have some water retention in my ankles but this is probably because guess what my circulation is shite because I Cannot Exercise. i am told i may not be able to get new diabetic shoes and orthotics paid for by medicaid because they're assholes about it (mine are a couple years old and should probably be replaced) but i am also told to call a specific other podiatrist who specializes in hassling them about it, and inquire if he hassles my specific form of medicaid.

this however i will not be doing until after i see the orthopedist, because frankly it's already quite reckless of me to try to make two separate bus expeditions in a single week but the podiatrist was easier to get ahold of than the orthopedist so i wound up scheduling her first. and scheduling a pap smear next monday which will likely knock me out for a large part of that week. so i absolutely have to have the rest of the week free in case i need to go get an mri (would not surprise me) or get fitted for a brace or something.

(considering that each previous bus expedition of about this length has had me on my back for the next three days i'm still vastly overdoing it but i'm desperate to get to the part where i find out if i can actually start traveling *without* being laid out for the next three days with back pain.)

and there's no room out there

Apr. 30th, 2026 08:00 pm
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Batfamily

Bandaids for Bullet Wounds by [archiveofourown.org profile] voidapologist
Jason gets drunk to celebrate his birthday after his return to Gotham, and ends up killing the Joker — but not in costume. One little slip up, and suddenly Batman knows that Jason Todd is alive and in Gotham, and seeks to bring him home with the help of Crime Alley’s new vigilante, Red Hood. Oh heart.

the fawcett proposition by [archiveofourown.org profile] TheRoodHed
Batman assigns the Justice League to gather intelligence on Red Hood's expanding criminal empire. Clark can't see through the lead. Diana's operative gets made in seconds. Hal discovers movie night. Barry gets speed bumps.

Captain Marvel gets desk work.
Billy Batson buys a bus ticket.

(Or: a homeless twelve-year-old realizes that the crime lord of Gotham has built everything the system never gave either of them, and decides to ask for help. Jason Todd was not expecting to acquire a kid, and yet.)
This series is SO GREAT! Billy asks the Red Hood for help with community building in Fawcett and both of them get a family (and a better life for themselves and their neighborhoods) out of it. Oh my heart!!!



Crossover

Avengers/Batfamily

Blue Divergence by [archiveofourown.org profile] mysterycyclone
"Forgive me, Tony."

Tony can't move. He freezes in place, hand twitching above the changed arc reactor. Confusion, followed by shock, followed very quickly by fear driven anger as Tony snap his eyes back to Strange.

Strange meets his gaze and says, "When you find him, ask Tim for help."
AU of Dark Matter (previously recced), where Tony is also sent to the DCU by Strange during the battle on Titan.

with a shot off the glass

Apr. 30th, 2026 07:57 pm
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The Pitt

enough for you to be open wide by [archiveofourown.org profile] Siria
"Do you like karaoke?" Trinity asked, which wasn't a question that Mel could answer in a particularly empirical manner. Mel generally found bars and clubs to be intimidating. But maybe that might be different if she went into one of them with a friend? <333

but then there's the 5-on-5 story

Apr. 30th, 2026 07:53 pm
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Heated Rivalry

Bird Set Free by [archiveofourown.org profile] Hth
His heart. Ilya does have one of those – that’s not a crime, is it? He keeps it on its leash, never lets it run loose to bite and steal and cause chaos. You know it's high quality yearning when it's happening even while they're together having sex. <333

Building A Home by [archiveofourown.org profile] merakily
The ice is where Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fall in love, but the (mostly Asian) grocery stores in Montreal are where they learn how to be in love with each other.

In which Ilya learns about mochi, Shane learns about Russian milk bags, and they both learn how to breathe. Together.
Oh heart. Now I really want the story where Ilya makes mochi with Yuna.

Cliff's Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Week (Is Probably Going Better Than Ilya's) by [archiveofourown.org profile] petroltogo
Ilya disappears in Sochi. Half-way across the world his team does its best to help. Their best is more than anyone could have foreseen. This is laugh out loud hilarious. Highly recommended.

the comments are a dumpster fire by [archiveofourown.org profile] trickysnail
Five times Shane and Ilya ran into each other's burner accounts online. This is so cute!

Is this thing on? by [archiveofourown.org profile] ARustySpork
after an injury on the ice forces Shane into an early retirement, he and Svetlana start a podcast. This is so fun!

Of all the florists in Boston by [archiveofourown.org profile] lilliesinwater
Shane gets hurt in the Boston vs. Montreal game. Ilya crashes out and buys all the lilies in Boston for him.

No one knows about them.

Except for Ilya's new florist, who never asked to get involved in dumb hockey boys and their messy drama. Also, Cliff is a good friend.
Aw, this is super sweet.

Protected Person by [archiveofourown.org profile] chinesebakery
Shane finds out on Twitter.

Not from a lawyer or a teammate or even one of the journalists who've been calling nonstop since the FanMail video went viral. He finds out at 6:47 am, still in bed, that Russia is coming for Ilya. Propaganda charges. Passport revocation. Return to the Russian Federation required.

What follows is weeks of watching everything fall apart. Ilya's career. Their safety. The system that was supposed to protect them. Shane keeps playing while Ilya can't. The lawyers file paperwork and say to wait. Montreal demands silence.

Shane faces a choice: keep his head down and trust the process, or burn down his career and force the world to pay attention.

He chooses fire.
Wistful and thoughtful - a good read.

the sum of its parts by [archiveofourown.org profile] FlameHazel18
this is a super cute social media series.

sure grandpa, let’s get you to bed by [archiveofourown.org profile] goldenraeofsun
Scott’s age is Rozanov’s favorite topic, but now that Scott has come out, he shudders to think about what Rozanov will throw at him this season.

Or, 5 times Rozanov makes fun of Scott for being old, and 1 time he makes fun of Scott for being gay.
Aw this is so cute!

You, me, and Lily by Anonymous
Jackie Pike finds "Lily's" number and tries to reach out. <333 I am so invested in Jackie and Ilya's friendship!

background music for working (no ai)

Apr. 30th, 2026 06:18 pm
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So usually I put "ambient" music on in the background while I'm working, usually from Youtube-- but lately everything has gotten VERY AI-heavy and it can be hard to tell what's actually jazz or what's genAI jazz. So I've been collecting some YT channels that promote human-made music! It's a mix of musicians making their own music and various DJs doing sets. There's a few different genres represented, but it's definitely leaning to easy listening/jazz/funk.

Embedded videos under here! )

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Apr. 27th, 2026 07:04 pm
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i have seen my pcp. i have referrals to a bunch of specialists (endocrinologist, pulmonologist, podiatrist, ophthalmologist, gynecologist, cardiologist), i have had my blood drawn to see how my meds need adjusted (my a1c and cholesterol are probably horrendous since i've been off those meds for most of a year), i have had an ekg for tachycardia because my pulse rate was stuck around 130 (it came back with no obvious abnormalities other than being stupid fast, hence the cardiologist referral), and most importantly i have had my back x-rayed to see if i have any slipped discs or anything similar causing my back pain.

preliminary results on the x-rays say everything looks normal. (i am unsurprised, previous imaging hasn't found anything either.) pcp will decide on wednesday at my telemed followup whether to refer me to physical therapy or an orthopedic specialist. i am hoping for the specialist because i have had pt for my back twice already and none of the exercises or stretches seem to be helping (i did tell my pcp this so hopefully it works out.)

my corset pattern also arrives wednesday or thursday but if i get a referral to an orthopedist i'll probably hold off on any further corsetry expenses until i find out whether i get prescribed something like a medical back brace covered by insurance. (if it is my sacroiliac joints being the problem, one treatment is a special hip-and-back brace that my medicaid apparently covers at 2 per year.) probably still going to cut it out and do a fitting with a paper mockup though because i like to know my options.

now i am being flat on a heating pad for 3-4 business days until i recover from the being vertical for four hours straight. this is so fucking stupid.

regarding islands

Apr. 24th, 2026 07:10 pm
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1. I am currently on an island, the Isle of Wight.

2. Today I finished reading We Bought an Island, which I LOVED. It's a memoir of two sisters who bought an island off the Cornwall coast in the 1960s and turned it into (basically) an artists' retreat. This book is focused on them finding the island and moving in, and all the people they meet. It genuinely made me laugh out loud several times, to the point where it's coming home with me because I know I'll want to reread it later. Luckily I have the small pocket-sized paperback version; if I have to I can just put it in my coat pocket.

I desperately want to read the sequel, which talks about their life on the island after moving in, but I may have to resign myself to reading the PDF on Archive.org as the local used bookshop doesn't have a copy. I can always order one on eBay if I want to later, too.

3. While looking for Tales From Our Cornish Island (that's the sequel) at the local used bookshop, I found a different book about living on an island: Herm, Our Island Home, which I of course bought. This one is about a family (6 kids, 2 parents) living on an island 3 miles from Guernsey in the Channel Islands, around the same time period as the sisters on their island, actually.

4. I enjoy reading about people on islands, and I enjoy visiting islands. If I were going to live on an island, I'd prefer a larger one. But then I've never been enamored with small-town life, tbh. I prefer mid-sized places.

5. I re-watched Muppet Treasure Island the other day and then read Robert Louis Stevenson's fascinating Wikipedia page; I'd no idea that he'd written travel memoirs, nor spent the last years of his life writing from and about Samoa (an island nation).

6. Other islands I've been to: the UK (of course), Madeira Island, São Miguel Island, Barbados, Japan, Indonesia, Singapore, Manhattan Island.

7. Private artificial islands creep me out, especially when they're populated by billionaires. Public artificial islands are, I suppose, fine.

8. I just found this Wikipedia list of fictional islands and it's made me think back to how many of my favorite books as a kid were set on islands, or involved islands, most of them only lightly inhabited. They do make for interesting story settings...

9. "Let's all go to Gullah Gullah Island!"

Search maintenance

Apr. 22nd, 2026 09:19 am
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[staff profile] mark posting in [site community profile] dw_maintenance

Happy Wednesday!

I'm taking search offline sometime today to upgrade the server to a new instance type. It should be down for a day or so -- sorry for the inconvenience. If you're curious, the existing search machine is over 10 years old and was starting to accumulate a decade of cruft...!

Also, apparently these older machines cost more than twice what the newer ones cost, on top of being slower. Trying to save a bit of maintenance and cost, and hopefully a Wednesday is okay!

Edited: The other cool thing is that this also means that the search index will be effectively realtime afterwards... no more waiting a few minutes for the indexer to catch new content.

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